Crew Member Reveals Depression In the Wake of Deluge of Online Abuse Following Journey
A pioneering space traveler has opened up regarding her struggle with mental health after enduring a “tsunami of harassment” in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
The 34-year-old activist – known as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight in April, which also featured high-profile passengers.
The mission was met with derision by some, who cited its expense and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the situation, the astronaut, who made history as the pioneer for her community, stated the vicious response eclipsed her moment under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” she recounted in a online statement, recalling a supportive conversation from a fellow crew member in the days following the landing.
She described the news reports and online discourse as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she revealed. “A month later… I had to hang up… because I could not speak through my tears.”
Buried Under Misogyny
The researcher, who has dedicated her work to female health science and operated research during the mission, said every professional achievement – including her scientific research and extensive preparation to the historic significance of her heritage – was overshadowed under the deluge of misogyny.
She is most acclaimed for her tireless campaigning protecting the rights of survivors of assault.
Her own goal of reaching space was paused after an attack during her university years, leading to a long campaign for accountability.
Finding Solid Ground
Now, eight months after fulfilling her dream, she reports that the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she thanked the well-wishers whose messages of encouragement were her lifeline. “You were my salvation,” she said.
She noted that despite the negativity, considerable good had resulted from the experience, including spotlight on her scientific work and new advocacy opportunities.
Flight Details
The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket launched from its launch site in April, carrying the all-female team on a brief suborbital flight that exceeded the Kármán line of outer space.
The diverse crew also comprised accomplished professionals from various fields.
The enterprise behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company launched by a Amazon founder.
